So, today was quite an important day for me, or at least it was supposed to be. For the last few months I've been waiting for today to come along so I could get some stuff sorted out. Nothing mind blowing, just stuff. Did I? No, I most certainly did not. Turns out I now going to have to sit it out until next year. The word bugger springs to mind.
So I once again stand at a cross roads. Do I spend the next few days doing all I can to slip into slip pity and play the victim? Or do I simply recount my blessings and get on with living my life. The answer would and indeed is obvious, but that in no way guarantees I will trudge the obvious and easier road. This recount your blessings thing is a lot simpler then it sounds.
Seems to me that all this makes very little difference when it comes down to the reality I find myself living in. That reality, my truth, just happens to be that I'm fundamentally a lazy little sod who will if given the choice, always opt for the easier softer option. Turns out the easier softer option involves letting go and trudging on. Good enough.